As I sit here, contemplating the next stage in my cancer journey, I’m humbled by the continuous support and love I’ve received from all of you along the way. Thank you for your thoughts. Thank you for your support. And thank you for your prayers.
On July 22nd, while in Colorado for my scheduled checkup, I learned that my cancer was back. But before you worry, it’s only making a small appearance. A recurrence is not something completely unexpected for someone living with a terminal disease however, for the last 20 months I’ve been blessed with clean scans.
This has been the longest period of time without a recurrence since it all began in late 2009. After each three-month scan, my wife and family came to expect my text upon leaving my doctor’s office that read “NED!” (No Evidence of Disease). This time it was different; “Not exactly what we were hoping for, but manageable.”
After the initial shock faded, I found myself in battle mode again. I was ready to discuss details with my amazing medical team and determine the best plan of action for my third cancer recurrence. I’m stronger and more prepared than I’ve ever been since this all began, so fear is nowhere to be found.
Over the past five years, I’ve experienced some incredible highs and devastating lows while surviving cancer. And because of that, I’ve learned many things:
• Faith is far stronger than fear.
• Answers to your prayers don’t always come in the manner you expect them.
• Each challenge you face only prepares you for the next.
• All it takes to face this disease is all you’ve got.
But most importantly, I’ve come to learn that when God is all you’ve got, you have everything you need.
My faith in combination with complete confidence in my medical team has allowed me to continue living fully. I live each day as it comes and spend genuine quality time with the people I love. My mind isn’t clouded by worry or anxiety or guilt that I’m not doing enough. I feel a complete and utter peace. I love life, I love my life, and I have a lot to live for.
And I want this for you. I want this for all of my friends and people who are facing cancer and difficult times in their lives. I’ll be the first to admit that achieving peace and confidence in God’s plan isn’t easy, I still struggle with it myself. But I try to remember that God doesn’t promise it will be easy, He just promises it will be worth it.
These feelings bring me back to my mission – which is to help others remove fear from their cancer journey. It’s my hope that SURVIVEiT™, with its combination of survivor knowledge, medical expertise and faith resources, will be exactly the tool you need. A tool that will provide you with the direction you deserve and connect you with those who have walked your walk. Most importantly, I believe SURVIVEiT will be a tool for bringing you and your family peace during the battle of your life.
Fear is an emotion that takes too much and all too often controls our lives. It is my sincere hope that by working together and lifting each other up, we will create a world free from the fear of cancer.